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Sunday, November 28, 2010

my poor xanga

咁耐冇打BLOG。。中文都有明顯既退步。。

 

近來睇返以前寫既BLOG, 嚇左我一跳。。
從前既我比今日既我反而成熟。可能當時生活比較簡單,有多D時間留俾自己去諗下野。。

 

依架既我,心裡面有好多不必要既包袱同傷痕。
太介意自己,太刻意去改變,攪到亂七八糟,冇左以前既自信了。

 

<<Stacie Orrico - Strong Enough>>

Will these scars forever ruin all God's plans?
Is He not strong enough?

 

 從前既我一聽到呢段歌詞就可以信心十足,心裡面充滿依靠神既動力。

 

 

 

從前既熱情到哪了?

 

 

Ecclesiastes 7:1-26

Wisdom

 1 A good name is better than fine perfume, 
   and the day of death better than the day of birth. 
2 It is better to go to a house of mourning 
   than to go to a house of feasting, 
for death is the destiny of everyone; 
   the living should take this to heart. 
3 Frustration is better than laughter, 
   because a sad face is good for the heart. 
4 The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning, 
   but the heart of fools is in the house of pleasure. 
5 It is better to heed the rebuke of a wise person 
   than to listen to the song of fools. 
6 Like the crackling of thorns under the pot, 
   so is the laughter of fools. 
   This too is meaningless.

 7 Extortion turns a wise person into a fool, 
   and a bribe corrupts the heart.

 8 The end of a matter is better than its beginning, 
   and patience is better than pride. 
9 Do not be quickly provoked in your spirit, 
   for anger resides in the lap of fools.

 10 Do not say, “Why were the old days better than these?” 
   For it is not wise to ask such questions.

 11 Wisdom, like an inheritance, is a good thing 
   and benefits those who see the sun. 
12 Wisdom is a shelter 
   as money is a shelter, 
but the advantage of knowledge is this: 
   Wisdom preserves those who have it.

 13 Consider what God has done:

   Who can straighten 
   what he has made crooked? 
14 When times are good, be happy; 
   but when times are bad, consider this: 
God has made the one as well as the other. 
Therefore, no one can discover 
   anything about their future.

 15 In this meaningless life of mine I have seen both of these:

   the righteous perishing in their righteousness, 
   and the wicked living long in their wickedness. 
16 Do not be overrighteous, 
   neither be overwise— 
   why destroy yourself? 
17 Do not be overwicked, 
   and do not be a fool— 
   why die before your time? 
18 It is good to grasp the one 
   and not let go of the other. 
   Whoever fears God will avoid all extremes.

 19 Wisdom makes one wise person more powerful 
   than ten rulers in a city.

 20 Indeed, there is no one on earth who is righteous, 
   no one who does what is right and never sins.

 21 Do not pay attention to every word people say, 
   or you may hear your servant cursing you— 
22 for you know in your heart 
   that many times you yourself have cursed others.

 23 All this I tested by wisdom and I said,

   “I am determined to be wise”— 
   but this was beyond me. 
24 Whatever exists is far off and most profound— 
   who can discover it? 
25 So I turned my mind to understand, 
   to investigate and to search out wisdom and the scheme of things 
and to understand the stupidity of wickedness 
   and the madness of folly.

 26 I find more bitter than death 
   the woman who is a snare, 
whose heart is a trap 
   and whose hands are chains. 
The man who pleases God will escape her, 
   but the sinner she will ensnare.

 

 

還用多說嗎?

要改的事 太多了。。。


Friday, August 13, 2010

Nellie McKay - Ding Dong

Amazing Lyrics

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My cat died and I quickly poured myself some gin
Did she die from old age or was it for my sins
God I loved her oh so much
Miss her little kitty touch
Does she miss me does she care
Oh I miss her kitty stare
Do you have a little time
Would you like to ease my mind
Talk for hours and never stop
Chop your head off
Be a lighter person
Brighter person nicer
But you've heard it all before

[chorus]
So ding dong
There's the doorbell hello man in white
He's gonna make you all well
Getcha through the night
But hey now
You don't feel better
As you take your fresh bromide
Maybe this man of letters lied

Let me tell you 'bout a dream I had the other night
You were in it boy you sure gave me a super fright
I was walking down the street
Downtown by the DMV
You popped out behind a door
It was odd you were on all fours
Do you have some time to spare
You were barking at a bear
It said hey you'd better stop
Chop your head off
Be a lighter person
Brighter person
Nicer
But you've heard it all before

[chorus]
So ding dong
There's the doorbell
Hello man in red
He's gonna make you all well
Getcha into bed
But hey now
You don't feel better
As you wake and slowly rise
Maybe this smooth jet-setter lied

[instrumental break]

Stick around one minute more
I'm smarter than you think
Do I sound like an old bore
Oh man it's just the drink
I didn't always hit the gin
There were times when I fit in
They'll never know how much I tried
Did I tell you my cat died
Do you have a little time
Would you like to feel sublime
Run away and never stop
Chop your head off
Be a lighter person
Brighter person
Nicer
But you've heard it all before

[chorus]
So ding dong
There's the doorbell
Hello man in black
He's gonna make you all well
There's no going back
But hey now you don't feel better
As you drift off in the tide
Maybe this jack the ripper lied
And you died



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Wow the more i listen the more i love it. Such artistic lyrics.
How do ppl come up with this kind of lyrics?!?!?!





Thursday, July 22, 2010

End if life as I know it; Poker face mode

The last blog marked my mother's return to Canada to "wrap things up", and now things in toronto is pretty 99.99999% wrapped up.

My mom's leaving this sunday back to Hong Kong.
I've pretty much spent the past 2 months loathing about living in Canada alone, loathing about my horrible driving and my horrible organization skills without her.
But on my way home today i saw a car drive by and i thought about the feeling of driving, the confidence and the freedom. And i got excited. I guess when the truth is the truth and you learn to accept it, a whole new adventure grows out of it. I actually look forward to being able to drive around and feel like i take care of myself.

Yah, mom's leaving me in Canada with a car im too scared to drive in.
Yah she never exactly taught me how taxes works. (i just recently learned that its done in april =D)
I still don't know how to make chinese soup or steam fish or make chow mein
if the government asks me for this document and that document i'd probably start crying and have no idea what they're talking about.
and I have no idea how to sow a button back on a shirt or replace a zipper when it explodes on me


That's what the internet's for.




Instead i should feel excited for the opportunities my family gave me (which i realize half the people my age would've begged for, ppl said "sweet" when i was expected an "aww"). I'd still say that i'd trade the car for my mom back ANY DAY, but at least to me it's now a win-win situation. And this is all a part of growing up that I'll get to experience; to be responsible for the choices i make now.

On my walk home from the bus stop I thought about the horrors of meeting people i need to impress in the future and how i'll have to tell the world that "It's okay to depend on Sally, she's a big girl now."


Poker face, Sally, poker face.





One day you can tell your kitties what giants you conquered when you were 19.




BRING IT GOLIATH!








Wednesday, April 21, 2010

"grow" with the flow; LET go

my mom is coming back in a few weeks for a month to take care of what's remaining of our Toronto home. We'll throw away things I don't need and bring along things I do need to Waterloo or whichever city I'll be in in the future. And there will be no "home" from then on.

How does it feel? How does it FEEL? If I was to let my mind go blank for a second it'll feel like I'm packing up my things in boxes to move into a new house; except there IS no new house. I pack things up and go, but instead of a new cozy place to hold my boxes of belongings I simply take the boxes with me wherever I go. "My stuff IS my home."

I feel stuck, stuck between not being used to living with my family anymore, and not wanting to lose the only anchor I have in life, a place to go back to. I'm not ready. I don't want to be ready yet. I don't EVER want to be ready; but I'm stuck with the current.

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How do you pack for something like this? How do you decide what to keep and what to let go of when your past 10 years of history are marked by these things? Books, papers, gifts, assignments, games, friendship letters/notes and bracelets; things you no longer use but gives you a tear in the eye every time you read back at them. Your past success and failures, high school notes and assignments that's easy to understand now but marked all the efforts you put into your junior year. 


Monday, January 11, 2010

i miss our songs...

i cant believe playlist.com doesn't work in Hong Kong







i miss you..



i know we can make it through. (:






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The Wombats - A GUIDE TO LOVE, LOSS & DESPERATION
Hot Hot Heat - ELEVATOR
Where The Wild Things Are Soundtrack